You will always be my baby.

Firstly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELLY <3 <3

She is finally 15!!

Haha, i texted her in the morning, but no reply. Such a pig. Haha, bet she is still sleeping!

Anw, these 15 years with you have been just so awesome! 

I cant believe i have known you for such a long time! 

SINCE PRESCHOOL!

We went to the same preschool, same kindergarden, same primary and now, same secondary (:

We were neighbours since young, we shifted house, and we are still neighbours now!!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

Thanks for making me laugh so hard at your retardedness and funny loud laughter.

WOOHOO!!! PICNIC@ MARINA BARAGE TOGETHER ON FRIDAY W THE OTHERS!! 

CANT WAIT!!

Every little thing you do.

Did you really think what you did would benefit me?
Did you think how the other party would have felt?
Did you really know what kind of a person she actually was? Or did you judged her based on past incidents.
Did it ever occur to you that this was a one sided matter?

Did all these questions passed through your head before you sent the message out?
I doubt so.

I really dont understand why you have to control my entire life. First cheer, then dance then drama, all these were the stuff i loved to do, but you threatened to take it away from me -.-
Then it was my phone, then my studies, then now my friends?

You mean i dont even have the freedom of choice on who i want to be friends with? like wtf?

I can control my emotions in front of you, i can hide it and all, but really, inside, do you know how i really feel? I feel like my heart has been torn into a million pieces. This line is so cliche but so true.

I dont understand, how is it, nothing else seems to matter to you except my studies.

Little girl depends on things like that.

Went for cip w vanessa, yong zhen and kimberly (Gng again tmr) :)
Was supposed to go @ 8. But ended up gng at 2. Haha, cause we went ion for starbucks in the morning then cine to watch Dear John. Like FINALLY!!! Waited so long, ok, quite long to watch it.

Heard that it was pretty good, someone even said that is was better than Avatar...Oh well. Idk, didnt even watch that. Haha. I cried 3-4 times during the movie. So sad! Haha, or maybe i'm just emotional.

Then went to eat popeyes and then cip. Spammed photos on yz cam (:
It was quite fun, like eating yami, ben&jerry, getting face painting, haha, but was tiring.

OMG VANESSA LOW SHI YA JUST TEXTED ME THAT SHE IS GNG TO DYE HER HAIR SOOOOON. ARGH! JEALOUS JEALOUS!!!!

Anw, holidays are finally coming!! Going bangkok this coming saturday! SHOPPING!!!!!!!!

I CAN LIVE WITHOUT BOOKS?

 

I CAN.

I want my life without books. Its wrecking my brain.

I hardly have any time to go onto the computer and blog.

All my time, energy, is all spent on those BOOKS.

So many tests this week :/

1 down, 4 more to go.

I CAN DO THIS.

SHALL NOT FAIL ANYMORE!

I JUST NEED THE ENERGY TO STAY AWAKE IN CLASSES.

Everyday, Lord, I'll
Learn to stand upon Your word
And I pray that I
I might come to know You more
That You would guide me in every single step I take, that
Everyday I can
Be Your light unto the world

Whenever something happens, 

whenever you feel like the whole world is crashing down on you,

 when you think that your life is falling apart. 

That is when you actually realise His presence.

During this lent, i shall make it a point to make sure i pray every night, and stay close to You, Lord. 

Blow the candles out, looks like a solo tonight.

Cip ytd was pretty fun ;)
Earned $2 from playing cards (haha) and they gave us $5 for gng to do cip. Haha cool right ;)
What we did:
Went up and down buses, walking here and there, quarreling w stupid impatient bus uncles, sitting down slacking, smsing using each other phones. 


Was super shacked, reached home around 1.

Sometimes, i really do think that i'm getting involved in too many things :(
I feel so drained out at the end of the week. I have no time to do anything anymore. My life seems to revolve around work, and more work. Its never ending. And then the tests come in, cca, drama. Argh, i really feel like giving up. I just hope that my parents will be able to understand and not start being particular about small stuff again, but it all seems to be coming back. They are starting it again. Scolded me like crazy in the morning for ______ again.

I hate it when they place such high expectations on me and then get dissappointed and I get so stressed up and exhausted. It sucks. It really does.